My description, interests, hobbies, etc.
Widowed after a relationship of
thirteen odd years (some more odd than others) and an
estrangement. Michael died and I buried him, in January 2004,
next to his parents and fulfilled his final wishes. I saw
through the deaths of both his parents and three out of four of
his grandparents (one died before I met him).
A year and day was up in
Gay, bottom, and masculine
(no, they are not all mutually exclusive). I am physically
disabled by an adult onset, hereditary, sensory motor neuropathy
that makes me a bottom, not by choice, due to nerve damage.
Think of it as my way of making lemonade. Before being disabled, I was a top.
Religion is a choice, being homosexual is not a choice.
Religion is a lifestyle, being homosexual is a life.
I am a
Photographer and Graphic Artist that
is working more and more in digital media but I still use traditional
films and/or papers from time to time. I use Adobe Creative
Suite II for the vast majority of my projects. I use Corel
Painter IX for specialized retouching of images.
am also a Web Designer; not to be confused with a Web Developer. I can hand-code in
Macromedia's Dreamweaver or Microsoft's FrontPage. I have used
Adobe's GoLive but just never cared much for it. Hopefully, now
that Adobe has acquired Macromedia, GoLive will go the way of
LiveMotion (Adobe's Flash clone). Speaking of which, if I am
making a multimedia web object in Macromedia's Flash or
Director, I use their on-board scripting utilities.
I am learning Digital Video and Audio
Production and Post-Production using primarily Adobe Video
Photographically, I have done a little bit of everything from shooting
catalogue work (commercial photography) to photojournalism to doing informal and environmental portraits.
I have even had a few fine art painting commissions.
In my previous lifetime, I was a fitness specialist/personal
trainer, strength and conditioning coach, and an athletic
trainer. Maybe one of these days I will go back to school and
use all that anatomy and physiology coursework to get a degree
in Biology, either in a Microbiology or in a Comparative Anatomy and Physiology
Sex, Computers, Painting, Drawing, Sculpture,
Ceramics, Paganism, Celtic Culture, and working out as part of my physical rehabilitation (mostly weight training and swimming).
6' 4" (193 cm approx.)
300# (118 kg approx.)
Spiritually, intellectually, biologically/physically, and
and I actually like it that way. I just happen to have been born
with a mating center hardwired to love men who happen to be
spiritually, intellectually, biologically/physically, and
genetically male; especially, if they actually like being that way. I love dicks
and cum even more.
August, 1957 - Do the math for my age.
Numerologically, my birthdate is a 4.
Sun Sign is Leo, Rising Sign is Sagittarius, Moon Sign is Gemini,
and I have a Stellium in Virgo (I was also born near but not on
the cusp of Leo/Virgo).
If I have to have one, then it is
Paganism but otherwise I am
Bearish, Physically Disabled - I use braces and
a cane on good days, which is most of the time, but I use a
wheelchair on bad, long, or unpredictable days. If you cannot
deal with the wheels then move onto the next guy.
I have a full head of dark brown
hair but it is currently shaved
for a new beginning.
I had grown it long, past shoulder length, out of mourning
Michael. It was a past a year and a day in January 2005. I used
to shaved it because Michael was very upset when he started to
seriously go bald. This time I chose to shave it for myself.
Yes - I am Myopic with Presbyopic tendencies. I use contacts mostly
to avoid parallax errors but have to use reading
glasses when I do. The contacts corrected for distance for
my photographic work.
It changes from time to time. For a
long time, it ranged from a mustache to a fu Manchu to a goatee
to a full beard to mutton chops depending on how careful I am with a razor.
It is salt and peppered dark brown with some red and black
thrown in to confuse people. I am currently clean shaven.
Dark Brown and a lot of it, for the
most part. Upper chest is starting to go salt and pepper and I shave
balls, and ass crack (for easy clean-up).
Ears - I have three in each ear.
Nipples - I have both nipples pierced.
Dick - I have a Prince Albert, which I had gotten with Michael. I
guess you could say they were are wedding rings. He also got his
nipples pierced to match mine.
I still have not found an artist or
any designs that I like for my first tattoos.
I am looking for a pair of dragon tattoos that would created
a couple of partial sleeves: One,
a Sun Dragon design, done in a warm color pallet highlighted
with blues and greens, would be a
winged reptilian dragon holding a flaming medieval solar disk in its claws.
Its wings would be raised over its head to go over my right
deltoid, the body and Sun would go down my right upper arm, and
the tail would at least start
wrapping around the right lower bicep. Its companion, a Moon
Dragon design, done in a cool color pallet highlighted with reds
and yellows, would be a winged reptilian dragon holding a
glowing medieval full lunar disk in its claws. Its wings would
be raised over its head to go over my left deltoid, the body and
Full Moon would go down my left upper arm, and the tail would at
least start wrapping around the lower left bicep. end of the spectrum, holding a medieval lunar disc in
its claws. If anyone has seen this design, then please send me a
copy of them or tell me where to get a copy of them. I would
even be interested in a Celtic version of the designs.
Some of my profiles on the WWW: